Train of Thought is Often Derailed

Howdy to one and all,
I am so sorry I have not posted in so long. nothing much has happened.

Growing up with two older brothers and one older sister was fun we did a lot of stuff together played games out side on our bikes, or inside with blankets(it is amazing what you can do with blankets) this is all leading up to this: slowly one by one I have watched as my siblings have moved away or just not be around as much due to the fact that they have jobs which is also because they are much older then me. I have found myself with out any companionship as a daily thing this has in turn made me think a lot more, as I feed the calves or milk the cows pretty much in every thing I do I am thinking and well it is amazing what I end up thinking about. the other night I was a think what I would do if I found I was to die in a years time, one of the many things I would do is to call everyone I know and tell them thank you and if they ask for what. I would say for smiling at me or say hi to me for just being a part of my life. another thing I would do is I would take a whole day and go out ( of course I think I would have to take some friends with) and talk to people about god and how much he loves every one. I might have to bring Mike or Doug some one just for those especially hard question people think up. still another thing I would do is I would go and get a job at one of those historic things were the people dress up in ethnic clothing, it sounds weird I know but it is one dream of mine. I have also wanted to work in a food pantry for a day. And last but not least I would tell the guy I like that I like him. lol

Later yall sanny