A Rose, But One

A rose, but one, none other rose had I,
A rose, one rose, and this was wondrous fair,
One rose, a rose that gladden'd earth and sky,
One rose, my rose, that sweeten'd all mine air-
I cared not for the thorns; the thorns were there.


One rose, a rose to gather by and by,
One rose, a rose, to gather and to wear,
No rose but one-what other rose had I?
One rose, my rose; a rose that will not die-
He dies who loves it,-if the worm be there.~~~From Pelleas and Ettarre by Tennyson

Mummy doodles!!

Hey everyone!!

Isn't it strange how we all get something new like a blog and we all do that for a long time but then facebook comes along and blammo! not so many blog post.

On the 22nd my cousins come to visit actually it will be my aunt and uncle and the fam! I am really really excited me and my cousin get along so good together we plan on having a snow ball fight with her little brother and we also plan on sledding because they don't get much snow in North Carolina. Also on the list of things to do is watch a five hour movie and other movie along with have hot chocolate and sleepovers so it will be a ton of fun!!! AND Mary you better come over!!

Well as most of you know I leave on the 29 for Missouri then it's off to NC for about two weeks were I get to spend time getting to know the way aunt and uncle live and how they take care of two down's syndrome boys. It will be an interesting. then on the 12th. me and Grandma fly back to Wisconsin were I will be super glad to be home. I must say I am scared that I will get arrested for some dumb thing that I brought on the trip that can't go on the plane!!! It will be warm down there compared to up here and so we will see if I am frozen when I come back!!

lovs to all!! Sandy

nothing much

Fish are dripping with sauce, mice are run in the air do frogs have lips? I think the toes are lost in the mouth of the hat tree. fight the dress to test a dream out on this hairy fish! Well A'll B a Monkey's horse head!! I thought I had lost my egg in the big brown hole but it be turning of a hairball in a lost cloud of cotton candy!

well bless my chili peppers is that you old yellow funny van who is lost in my bathroom in a hot shower and why is this banana running at me? scream me a cyan ouch why did you put that stuff in my eye ball? grab me a pizza and and lay it on the floor for the dance party we are having come the 98 years of the wedding of raisins and lunch meat. french is what my bubbles the balloon going to go hunt me some turnips with carrot heads!!

and for Norah "Don't spit on your tree's before they hatch"

I will pray for you all.........Mary Ellen, Norah, Emily, Jae, Chrisie, Alyssa,and the BB-GIRLS!!!!!

Hug


A Friend loveth at all times......Proverbs 17:17

Sorry everyone I have been so selfish in my life I am sorry that things have changed between us Norah I am sorry that for some stupid reason I would not forgive you Jae till it was to late and I lost you as a friend and a pen pal I am sorry Mary if I every let you down. If you do not care to forgive me that's OK I am doing this to not only heal hurts but to make myself face the future with a smile on my face knowing that TOMORROW IS PAST TODAY IS NOW AND THE FUTURE BRIGHT WITH FRIENDS AND BEST YET!!!!!!!! LOVE!!!!!!!

later my cheekcas

For my toad

A toad

of a big size (not you this animal)

Wet and Wild

Hey you all,

So I promised Mel that I would tell all about "The Trip" My tale starts out in on a early morning before the sun popped it's first rays out (4:15) I am wakened by the alarm I dress and haul my backpack down the steps and breakfast of toast and yogurt. Then we all got into a cool van we rented I got to sit in the back by myself It was so cool and away we went. Stacy and James sat in the bucket seats in front of me and mom and Rob sat in the way front! I read my book and we all talked away the morning a quick stop at McDonald's for breakfast and another long time in the car we did some mad libs and we all talked a TON! I guess this is one way to get close to your family. well we got to 6-flags at 10. It was so fun first we went on the roller coaster super-man. next we went to a Roller coaster call the rangin Cajun. then a water ride that we had to wait in line for a long time but to pass the time we looked at the stuff people had thrown in the water below us. We all got soaked on that ride but it was so worth the waiting time, next we went on batman roller coaster and then we went some other rides in the end we left at 5:00 all of us were sun burnt, tired, and hungry but all of us were happy then we drove for along time I slept for awhile when we got to the hotel we booked online they did not have the right number of beds and they were all full up so we left and went to Lee's inn and all of us took showers and went to bed. Saturday we got up at 7:55 and went to breakfast then James, Stacy, Mom, and I went to Conner Prairie which Rocked!!!! James threw a tomahawk we watched a play dipped candles toured buildings and did all kinds of so cool stuff but I did not get to see it all because we had to leave at 1 so we could get ready for the wedding. We changed ate dinner/lunch and went to the Church were Norah :( : P : ) greeted me from then on everything was a burr of excitement and fun. I cried when they said their vows Alyssa's vows were just like what I would want mine the words were perfect for me. after the wedding (they looked sooooo cute together!!!) I help Norah pick up the candles then I rode with Jae to the wedding reception which was held in a barn and the dancing was in the awesome hayloft. we ate Hamburgers, hot dogs, and baked beans. After dinner we danced our hearts out to country music I really did not care what I looked like so I more then likely look like an idiot but hey what do I care what people think. We left at 9:45 and I was beat so I showered and went to bed. The next morning at 6:30 we got up and left. All I can say is that it was a


!!!!ROCK ON WEEK END!!!!!!

6-Flags

HEY HEY all,

well Friday Rob, Stacy, James Ma and me are going to six flags! It is going to be a blast the biggest theme park I have been to was the Mall of America with Mary Ellen Stacy and my aunt it was so fun we went on this ride me and Mary were scared but then we got on it and it was no problem at all in fact there was not many people there so they let us get right back on! we both had a hymn going through our heads (Hey do you remember which hymn it was?) well it was awesome!!!!! well on Saturday we are going to prairie corner which is a place I am really really looking forward to. Then I am going to My cousins Wedding it will be fun because of the barn dance I only wish Mary could come. Last time we went to Indiana we went to a war memorial it was so COOL there was a cannon ball stuck in a tree!!!!!!!! well life is great today I had so much fun I snapped beans and cleaned the chicken coop all the while I was doing that I was singing my heart out and I was thinking how great God is to us all how if I did not have work to do how bored I would be and how lazy some people are now a days they just want stuff and they are not willing to work for it but me well I love helping my mom and dad I love how my dad does not get so tired at night and then he can stay up and talk and watch movies with me instead of going straight to bed. I love how when I see the rows of can goods that we canned that will feed us and any friends this winter!!!! Ah I am such a sapling!!!!

Capital

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! that dance was so fun we should have one of our own I can just see some people dancing like mad like I did I went really all out but it was fun. I wish you could have come Mary but I did not even invite you because of cousins Sorry! I am glad I invite you Norah other wise it was just going to be me and Kevin. I saw Kaylee she had a guy with her I wonder who that was maybe i will e-mail and find out! gotta run Oh and today is C day tomorrow will be D Day LOL I did not realize it would sound so funny!

Read and Sigh

A Poem I wrote alwhile ago


I have a hobbit man who lives in a hole just like a mole.

When there is a party about he never shouts.

Still I'll like him till the end maybe a little more then a friend.

I have only met him twice I think we would be as happy as two lice OPPPs!!! I mean mice.

Super sillious

Hey EVERYONE!


well as some of you know I have been home alone for a couple of days and I decided that while my mom is gone I will clean the house for her! I have the living room the porch and I almost have the bathroom done I just have to wash the toilet and sweep and mop the floor but I think that when I do the kitchen is when I will sweep and mop the bathroom since they are connected. You all should come over and see!!!! Oh and I have been washing clothes just because my favorite chore is hanging clothes on the line so I washed both spare beds so come over and spend the night because you will sleep on fresh line dried sheets!!! Don't you LOVE to see your moms face when she walks in and you see her smile because you have not wrecked the house I think this is a great experience for me because not only do I have to the barn chores but also the house chores and I have to plan out what we are eating today we are havein lasagna for dinner/lunch and hamburgers done on the grill(if I can get it started) for. I tell you what I am going crazy i think!! loves to the gals later sanny

POWER tools

HEY TO ONE AND ALL!!!!

I know I know I have not written in a long time but truly I have not done anything of much interest to you all.

quick review I have been reading books, weeding gardens, milking cow's,hangin with friends, getting sunburned, and cleaning up the farm.

TODAY:
I woke up went to curves with mom(she gets points if I come) got home and ate breakfast took my medicine (for my wound) (it makes me sleepy) so I started a movie(Braveheart) but I did not watch much. I sewed for a while then ate dinner after dinner I practised violin and then outside I went to work. As most of you know Trenton and Mary Ellen broke my basket ball hoop so dad helped me cut out a new back board and today I used a electric sander to sand it down I am so excited because I have never used one before I have used a drill but not a sander. After I milked cows ,while dad was cleaning out our car,I painted one side of the board and worked in my garden I had a tun of help from cats! ugh sometimes they over power you. Yah I know a little boring! later y'all

Sand

Floor lights

The sun is shining but the sky is gray

I sleep but my eyes are open

I dream but they turn into nightmares

I am happy but I wear a frown

I jump in excitement when I feel like shrink within myself

I sing but don't want to

I love and so why complain. : )

Chuncky Monkey Ugh need lucky

PURE PRESSURE IS KICKING IN

Lasts
1. Last cigarette: AH lets see NEVER!
2. Last beverage: warm water
3. Last phone call: Jae told her to come get me.
4. Last text message: don't have a cellphone
5. Last CD played: Ah that would be Echos
6.Last bubble bath: I really can't remember
7.Last time you cried: last night
8. Last meal: potato soup

Have yous

1. Have you ever dated someone twice? nope
2. Have you ever been cheated on? nope
3. Have you ever bought condoms? nope
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? nope!! nope
5. Have you ever fallen in love? what I might have thought was love at the time
6. Have you ever lost someone? Yep!
7. Have you ever been depressed? Most defiantly
8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? nope

Name SIX things you did in the past three days

1. Rode in the car
2. Ate
3. slept
4. milked
5. swam
6.drove

THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. Mary Ellen
2. Norah
3. Dad

List THREE favorite colors

1.Blue
2. white
3. green

List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Get married
2. see Ireland

SO FAR IN 07′

…Been to school - uhuh
Made a new friend- yes sirree

Fallen out of love - maybe I thought I did

Done something you swore never to do - Yep

Laughed until you cried - Oh so many times

behind your parents back - not that I can think of

Met someone who changed your life – yes and in a deep way

Found out who your true friends were – yah I found out a lot about how caring my friends are and I hope I never let them down


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF……
1. Bush?

2. Gay Marriage? Gross and really wrong

3. Life in general? With God it is wonderful that's not saying it does not have it's bumps but with him we all can make it.

4. Straight, Gay, Bi? straight

5. Do you have a crush? Most defiantly

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? my dad and a few others

7. Love at first sight? I think it can be but not very often and I am not even sure about that.

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? Yah but i don't want to hurt anyone

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? I haven't a clue

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? heck yes!

11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? What? well if I kissed them I hope I have a thing for them

12. How many people on your top friends? I lost track

13. How many kids do you want to have? 7 but really I think I will let my husband decided that

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? A real nice one

15. Do you wanna change your name? I've thought but I don't know

16. What did you do for your last birthday? I think I had a sleep over and we drank punch from a pot although that's just the name we really drank it from glasses

17. What time did you wake up today? 8

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? trying to sleep but it was not working

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: find the guy I am meant to be with.

20. Last time you saw your dad? an hour and a half ago

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? I would fixs a fault I have

22. Which hand do you like better? left

23. What are you listening to right now? the clock ticking the time away when I should be sleep

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yes

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? all to often i think it is more a girl thing but I think I am worse then some of you :(

27. Least favorite month? Any month that has snow involved

28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? A totaly wicked skirt from Mary Ellen
29. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? my whole head

30. Most visited webpage? Hotmail

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? well yes just because I love a nice fight

32. Coke or Pepsi? neither

33. What’s the worst day of your life? truly yet to come

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? heck yes!

36. Do you think there’s some models/people out there that should lose a few pounds? Do I care? that's what I thought!

Do's and don'ts of farm living

DO wear old clothes when entering the barn(Never know what will coming flying at you)

DON'T make friends with the beef cow. (beef it's what's for dinner)

DO wash your boots after being in the barn(your mom will thank you)

DON'T yell in the barn when the cows are all in there(they stand up and freak out)

DO make friend with the cats (they catch the mice and they are fun to pet)

DON'T count your kittens before they have at least lived a year (due to tractors, cows hoofs, and tom cat's)

DO lay outside when they are mowing hay.(the smell is wonderful)

DON'T let the dog know you have a chick in your hands.

DO let the dog know that if he dares even to lick his chops at the chickens he is dead meat.

DON'T drink down stream from the cows.

This is for you Norah since you checked to see if I had posted when I was at your house the whole time. sorry it isn't anything great.

It gave me the shakes

As most of you know I had to play in church on Sunday I arrived a few minutes before Sunday school let out I tuned my violin and went in. After Sunday school let out I put the hymn numbers up for Norah I turned around and man a ton of people were there. Sitting down I shook from head to toe and whispered to myself What have you gotten yourself into thanks to Mary Ellen I one supporter that kept telling me I would do fine. Of course Mike talked forever about new Church's and young people. Finally they announced reflections as I walked up there I said to myself "this is silly why are you so nervous about playing in front of your bros and sisters in Christ?" As the prayer for the offering was said I said my own prayer: Dear God please let people think of the words and not my playing and please help me through the song. I played I Saw The Light perfectly with fiddle style and everything!!!! When I finished I heard thunderous appause and wooping (thanks to Norah and Christine) I thanked God the rest of the day I was just glad it was over!!!!!!!

Farm Life

Howdy to all,

well today I made mint's it was fun I love making mints hay who wants to go into the mint making business with me?

OK so you know that weed patch I call my garden well It looks great now I have been spending my evenings after milking weeding it and now my irises are blooming it is so pretty looking.

So made a fire pit in the back garden which is behind the house I might invite a couple of people over to have a fire but It will never get as big as the Rows parties because my dad is not the most out going person which is why everyone else in the family is really outgoing of course i tend to be shy toward adults and people I don't know. I leave for the wedding tomorrow it will be good to be out of state again I don't get out much!! :} The chicks are growing big the two kittens are be silly and will not last long which is normal and that is why I run out of names for them because I name every kitten and the cat's have so many then they die and I can't name a new kitten a dead kittens name. the Cows are all drying up which means calves will be a comin' soon ugh!!!
well this has been a taste of my thoughts tonight better go later

Yep! words of wisdom to live by

In times of calamity any rumor is believed.~syrus

Tenderness and generosity are the manly forms of these female virtues, charity, and love ~ Camus.

To read without reflecting is like eating without digesting.~Burke

The true measure of loving God is to love without measure.~Bernard

Reprove thy friend privately: commend him publicly.~ Solon

Men give nothing so liberally as their advice.~Rochefoucauld

Don't fire until you see the whites of their eyes.~Putnam

Rich gifts wax poor when givers prove unkind.~Shakespeare

America and defeat cannot be made to rhyme.~Johnston

While we teach, we learn.~Seneca

Fashion wears out more apparel then man.~ Shakespeare

Ah so cute are they not?

My stars and garters it was a warm day and so I did some work outside I love clouds so today this is what I did: I stacked wood for over and hour did chores for and hour played violin for and hour and help get our garden ready which took two hours then it was chore time so I move the baby kittens that were born today because they were born in a stall that was taken by a cow! after I put the cows in I fed the animals then went up to the hay mow to see the other older kittens. supper and milking yes and now I am here with really sunburned shoulders.

so I have been thinking lately why is burping considered rude while sneezing considered fine to do? they both it's not like we try to burp well most of us don't so why should it be rude?

yesssss! I love life I can't believe how much my life has changed and you know what? I love the change. I definitely can't wait for Saturday!

Beautiful Girlhood

If I could see the clouds and storms of life just ahead, the cares that would bend your back and break your heart, would they be any less painful or difficult if you knew? Laugh and play now, for this is your day. Dream your bright and happy dreams, and aspire to your lofty heights. I should be a pessimist indeed, if I did not encourage you in the radiant dreams and fair hopes that now brighten your skies and make your path light.~Audrey O. Renich

Just to lighten things up

Here is my newest crush isn't he cute? He is 19 and goes to school in New York! Ouch nice lookin' right? I got last night over the computer.

Howdy,

I am way to young to know what real love is for a man and I know I have yet to feel that, I love my dad and I try not to hurt him by doing stuff bad that will make him sad or disappionted in me and I believe this is what real love is caring enough about a person that you don't want to hurt him in any way that you would give just about everything just to have him happy with you and love you back. love is were if a bad guy held a gun to your head and said that one person had to die that you would say "let him or her go I will die." Love for a friend can have some of the same effect but yet not I would at this time give my life if it meant that one of my closest friends would live long enough to get married and have kids, Now don't get me wrong if someone point a gun at my enemies head I am human and I would say "Let him DIE!!!" anyways unto the rest of my thought pattern. In the world today it is expected of you to go on dates and after a very short time say the three words "I love you" but most generally they don't love in the right sense they mean to say three other words "I like you.' It is very common that after a guy says this to you that you are expected to have a thing I like to call interaction(not always the case) in the end the guy dumps you and what are you left with? Not much! it's kinda like eating your favorite kind of pie you fall for a guy then the above process happens a small chunk of your heart is missing or feels like it is missing and slowly like a pie being eaten your heart is chipped away. Then when you find the real guy you are going to spend your life with comes and all that is left of the pie is a few crumbs and a tiny little bit of filling. so I am here by declaring that my pie is going to be saved for my knight in shining armor or if he is late in coming my knight in rusty armor!

Y'all this was not going to be about love but my brain went crazy and all this popped into my head like a balloon that gets to close to a fan!!!!

I sure hope you all save your pie for your main man. *maybe it's lemon pie* thinks to herself as she heads for the publish button

Spring at Last

Hey there all,

I am so happy that Spring is here. I am planning on two things this summer 1) Have a ton of fun at camp. 2) Getting my braces off.

I posted earlier about being myself around guys I think are cute. Well I have taken this question to some people they all say that I might act a slight bit different but only people who know me really well other wise they say I act myself. Another thing I have been thinking about is not worrying about not getting married I am going to use my time before I find the right man in study the Bible and my cooking which is not the best yet! well in 1Cor 7 I think Paul talks about people who are not married using that time for study! I thank God for the days I have and I for my friend Mary, Norah,Kacey, and Jae.
Lov ya friends

Ode to my Buddy

I have a buddy.
My buddy's a toad
My buddy is muddy,
He's flat on the road.

But he is my buddy,
My buddy to stay,
Until he's scraped up
And carried away.~~ Jon Arbuckle ~ Kevin found it

Love long lost

Well I just wish that I could turn one thing off in my life and that is the crush part. Actually i like the feeling but yet I hate it! I mean it's natural for a girl my age 17 to have a crush but still it would be kinda cool if i did not even start think about any guy that way till I was 18. I guess I am pretty lucky I did not really really like anyone till I was 13 so girl now a day like boys at outrageous ages.
unto something else!


So here it is
do guys like girls that act like themselves or do they like girls to show off (in way) to them to try and get them to notice that girl. I act the same way with everyone well I don't really like to act that way around people I don't know very well if I did they would more then likely never talk to me again?

You know what this whole post has been very random thoughtish! better go relax my eyes by well I guess I am bored with you y'all !!!!! Ha ha ; )

Letter to an Aunt

Dearest Auntie who lives far away,

All is well here and I thank God daily for his many blessing. I am so glad you feel comfortable enough to brag to us about your 70 degree weather our snow just melted away for the last time ,so we hope, and we got up to 30 something today ,we are happy for the warm up. I did get my one wish and that was to see green grass. Me and mom are waiting for the hot weather ,50 degrees, to clean out all the gardens. Things have changed since your last visit a year and a half ago first of all that junk laying around that you always complained about has been hauled away and I must say it looks good out there also we got a wood stove that sits outside and yes auntie in your words "it is a eye sore" we got a new dog his name is buddy and he is part border collie and part mutt it was probably being born right around your last visit. I myself has changed I have lost 35 pounds and you can drop your nick name for me I will not be "Lard bucket" anymore. I am now driving and no aunt I have not yet run over any poor men on the side of the road. Thank you so much for my birthday gift of a doll and a teething ring, if you wanted me to use them at this time I am sorry to tell you that I am past that stage if you want me to use them for my children I have to tell you that it will at least have to wait two years for I have no husband and I have not as of yet found any guy who likes me in that way so there is no prospects in site. If you have one in mind forget it the last one was 54 and was bigger then my house and he had rotten teeth. If you remember the other one you sent my way well he was 34 and a half and still referred to himself as little Toby boy he wore his pants up to his chin and could not eat by himself I had to feed him using air plane sounds and a spoon. Auntie a cow is an animal not a medical condition and do not worry I am not sick with typhoid or Measles and yes i still have both arms and both legs.

say hi to Uncle Hubert

love always Sandy and not chandy please spell it right the mail man is getting confused.

Are two dogs better then one?

So do you think two dogs are better then one? after all Noah took two dogs on the ark I guess if we took that to heart we would only have seven cows right. LOL I am Beginning to think that one old dog is better then having a young dog and an old dog it seems to stress out the old dog. You all are think to yourselves this girl is mad with insanity. so i was bored today and i thought why not post on your blog which misses you so I got here and my mind went blank as it does in the most inopportune moments. I just love talking on and on.

later y'all

Long time no see

Howdy to one and all,
I really don't have much to say I guess I will just ramble on and on. lately I have been given a ton of used clothes this may sound weird but I was so excited I never been given much used clothes I always had to pay for my clothes its like.......IT'S like......CHRISTMAS! I have been milking cow most night and they seem to be giving me there lice but don't worry they do not attach themselves to you all you have to do is pull them out of your hair actually if you take a shower they are suppose to wash out but I have such long hair that I always get left with one or two. bet you all were dieing to know that. I can hardly believe my parents let me have two sleep overs in a row both were so much fun I have so many black mail pics now ha ha * rubs her hands and laughs evilly*

later dudettes

Well hello!

Hi,

well I guess I have not been on much and I am trully sorry for I have just found that I am neglecting my friends in a shameful way sorry. *puppy dog eyes* please forgive me! I promise I will call or see you tomorrow melly and norwell
it is very late and I am tired and a little sad because of the late hour I suspect. lov ya sanny

Hey to all

well I am excited today is My mom and dad's surprise 25 anniversary My sis Stacy has done most of the planning I have just helped with the process of getting them there and providing names of people. I really haven't a clue who all will be there except I know Norah is :D and I will be! (:< I had a dream last night it was pretty good but I don't think.....................Yep dad walked in just then I was saying that i will not tell you about it right now I might later I really don't think you really care!

The party went well and they were surprised! I had to lie to my parents so much this past month. well I will talk with yall later sanny

a roof under our heads

roof sleeping fun!!!

sanny

side-ways

Sorry Y'all I can't figure out how to flip it! this is me with a chick on my shoulder instead of a chip!!

Later sanny

GIRLS

This is a bunch of us girls at the conference on Saturday:

Leah, Emily,Norah,Sandy,Mary Ellen,and Jen.

Don't we look hot!!!!!

Party blues

The guest are gone
and the movies finished
sleep is but a dreamy whim

The party is done
and the snacks diminished
I drink the last of the punch from the rim

The Party was fun
and the house left blemished
memories of what we were laughing about are dim

New

Hey Ya'll,
well today I had choir it was fun!!! then we met my aunt for dinner/lunch she gave me My b-day gift. Violin came next I had an hour lesson she made me put my own new strings on and tune my own violin so we were on our way home and we had a flat tire on the interstate. we go that fixed and went home.

gotta go (you happy Mary) sanny

WOW CONFERENCE

Hey there,
WOW! is what I have to say about this week end it was great Holy Smokers!!!!!! it was totally stoked up!!! I have to say I have heard a lot of the stuff that is often heard in our Church preached but no matter how many times I am told about grace and how it works I am amazed!!! besides you can never know everything about it especially me!!! Norah spent Friday night with me at the hotel we watched Over the Hedge with some other people at snacks and partied. the next morning we were a wake at 6:30 and got up at 7:00 breakfast for us Norah took a cold shower I told her to pretend she was in the army. we walked the halls all morn and we a tun of pics. the first session I had to watch the youngin's that one went well I listened to the messages and at lunch/dinner time mom Rob and I rode with O'Neill's to eat. I had to watch the youngin's I held a screaming kid, I read him books nothing helped he would not go to anyone so I developed a head ache. I went to listen again Dan Gross had a great message I know most of you were there so I might tell you all later what I liked about it. After the last message we (Norah, Jae Mary Ellen, Emily, and myself) went to my room 101 we sat ate cookies and talked. All the teens met in the lobby to eat pizza it was good food I LOVE PIZZA!!!!!! singing came next that was also fun I think it was better last year (the singing) I mean we sang more songs as a group. well to the room we went because mostly all the teens went out to Heather and Adams house so Norah went to bed and Mary Ellen and i checked our e-mail compose some e-mails and then wondering the hall it is great we had this little path we took talking all the way Mary said I should kiss the door of 227 who knows why 227 I guess that one was the closest one to use so I did so a peck on the door. Yes I know weird but hay I need a little flavor in my life. I guess I am elevator deprived I really like those things we went to bed at some time or another. I will finish later sanny

Vain, Pride, conceit, or just plain self conscious

Hello friends

I have been thinking a lot lately about pride I was thinking is pride a bad think or a good thing, you see and I am sure most of you know that I really had no self-confidence in myself for a long time I thought I was to fat, shy and had an ugly face but that all changed one day when I was looking in the mirror (I never liked to look in the mirror) I though Man sandy you are looking hot today and I told myself that same thing all day and guess what that day I got the most compliments on my appearance even though I was wearing the same clothes I had warren dozens of times before. So does telling yourself your pretty a bad thing or a good thing? once I gained self confidence I came to be a lot more outgoing I would not stop and tell myself don't talk to that person they wouldn't like you because you are unlikable instead I was just being myself and not caring what others thought. This all brings me to my original question is pride bad or good. I looked up the meanings of the words in my title and here is what I found.

VAIN= Excessively proud of one's appearance or accomplishments Aka,conceit

PRIDE=A sense of one's proper dignity or value; self respect

PRIDE2= Arrogance; conceit

SELF RESPECT= Due respect for one's self

SELF CONSCIOUS=Aware of one's self

CONCEIT=An unruly high opinion of oneself

So after I looked these up I had to look at them for a long time to determine if they were bad or good and I am still not all the way sure.Pride can be a good thing but it also can be a bad thing if one has to much pride and thinks himself better the everyone else in that case pride is bad but if one is proud about who they are as a person it is a good thing. So don't worry I promise you all that I won't get to puffed up about myself but I do think I am pretty in my own special way that way is the way God made me. For I am fearfully and wonderfully made

please feel free to tell me if I made a mistake after all that's how we learn is from our own and others mistakes. sanny

sniff to your hearts content

I am so happy spring is coming I am just wait for the day when I can go outside barefoot and run up our hill and let the breezes blow my hair till it looks like I have not brushed it in years. I love to go on walks it makes you think by making your blood move about. I love it when spring comes and you go outside as the sun is coming up and all the birds let you know they are still alive and will need the feeders filled soon. I love the smell of the ground thawing out and I love to hear the sound of the snow melting off the roofs and running down the drive way. so pretty much I am stoked about spring coming.

I have not been doing much of late I milk cows do school and eat and sleep. I went to a play Saturday night it was really good and yes I have to admit that my brother did really well as a bottle dancer in the play Fiddler on the Roof. I went to the dentist today and sat for an hour in the chair as the beat my mouth up. but all in all today was OK. love you gals sanny

Thanks to all

Mr. M is out of the Imaginary hospital and would like to thank you all for the imaginary cards and flowers he especially liked the imaginary stuffed skunk y'all gave him he says he is not planning of skiing any time soon. he plans on returning to everyday activity very soon.




Yeah I know this is silly but we all have to be silly once in a while right?

THANK YOU ALL FOR A READING MY BLOG SANNY

What do you want?

Tired of snow and wind and no sunshine?

Sick of all work and no vacation?

Here is what you do,

go to the store buy yourself a little toy boat

next take a lawn chair for your spot where you store them

take your umbrella.

Now go to your bathroom set the lawn chair next to the tub

fill the tub with water and put your boat in the water

now put your umbrella so it is above you.

Have a string attached to the toilet handle.

OK sit in your chair

and enjoy the sounds of running water every time you pull the string

attached to the toilet handle.

Watch as the water moves the boat about in your tub.

;) :< =) sanny

Lame but my Own(you may criticize it)

Who could have fortold
that tears of old would one day gleam like gold,
on a page so cold with years of age and mold.
On this page so bold were the words
"Please hold my hand for I am old but I have been told you love me."
sandy

Singing to the sky

Howdy hoe to those below,

First of all the beginning of this week was so warm I almost went outside without a coat I said it felt like spring.

Sky's of blue sea of green, whatever so choir started Thursday it is so fun to sing (I can't sing)with no care if I was off key because I sing quieter then everyone else and no one can hear me except maybe Norah and this girl named Sarah the people who sit next to me because of everyone else is a singin. After choir Mom Grandma and I met the O'Neill ladies for dinner I went to violin next. To the movie theater I went with Norah and Mrs. O'Neill we watched a good movie that made me cry it was called The Bridge to Tarbithia after the movie we went and ate salad and bread sticks they took me home where I jumped into my barn clothes and went out to milk five cows and feed calves. That's about it

s
Sandy

Ode to my grassy meadow

It's not a poem it is an ode please dream with me as we forget the snow and wind.


ODE TO MY GRASSY MEADOW
I stare at the clouds as they pass over the sun while I lie in the grassy green meadow,
were the weeds and hay grow about me.
Taking in the sun that warms my skin to a glowing red color.
Peace creeps over me along with a couple of ants that I soon flick away.
I giggle thinking of past summer spent in the grassy meadow.
The wind blows through my hair as I sit up to watch the cows in the pasture below.
I get to my feet and go a running with no care,
through the meadow giving a couple of rabbits a scare.
Suddenly I hear a giggle that's not my own.
I look about and see a creek that's laughing at me or with me I don't know which.
As I stare at the gleaming water I hear a bird in the sky I whistle back and then I sigh,
"what a lucky girl am I to be in this grassy green meadow."
Sandy's ode

Lost or just Hidin

"If your lost look for me because I am too but really we are not lost we are just hiding from the world of_____________!"

Please fill in the blank.

The remembering is sweet

February 17 2007,

What a day that was it started something like this, I got up did my morning routine of dressing washing and eating, Yeah! like you all wanted to know that.
I went out and fed hay to those cute little animals I like to call cows Next I bedded them and put them in while dad was out spreading the manure. we got done really early for some reason so I had time to take a shower and rag curl the bottom of my hair before dinner(lunch) My sister came for dinner so we talked and ate together after the table was cleaned up I made a hot dish in the crock pot. Mom left to pick my Grandma up at the airport. Stacy and I played a game of Rummy Cube, Dad was on the computer and napping (off and on). Stacy left and dad got went to the basement when i heard the knock I had been a waitin fer. It was Stephen he asked if the party was going to be here since there was no cars. I said yep it was suppose to be here but everyone was coming a little later. So there I was trying my best not to look like a fool. Paul, Malachi, Beth, Stephen, and Mark were the ones I was trying my best to entertain. So I thought well I'll get them so bored that when everyone else arrives they will want to play games. I took them up stairs to look at pics then back down stairs to look at pictures on the computer. Mary Ellen finally arrived and we played a game of Imagine If It was really fun I think they were surprised at how much fun they had. Norah arrived with my pretzels(thanks doll they were great) When we finished the game and played Taboo my team lost. I dished up food for everyone while we played.Christine arrived while we were a playin. When the game was finished I went and got ready to go. We all played Mafia for a game and a half then we left for the symphony I rode with the Rows. When we got to the symphony the driver let us all off Mary Beth Stephen and I waited at the door with the drivers tickets when inside we saw there was three seats together we (Mary and I) asked Beth if she wanted to sit next to us, nearer the front then everyone else was, but she said no so Stephen sat with us I almost fell flat on my face I tripped over a seat I almost fell right into two people I had never seen before. It was so funny but of course I did not think so at the time. Mary sat down then me next Stephen and last Daniel. It was a totally wicked symphony it was great music I loved it and like always the conductor was funny as anything. After the the symphony we all talked and took pictures. after that we said our goodbyes it was a little sad to think that we will not see the Fries's for a couple of months hugs were exchanged and promises to e-mail were made and off I went home to bed so in the wee hours in the morning I could milk cows.

So long and hurray I am finished updates from a week ago.

Poems not my own

*We are all pencils in the hand of God. Mother Teresa*

~If you love somebody let them go if they return they were always yours if they don't, they never were~ I love this one so romantical

{ The whispers of a pretty girl can be heard further than a roar lion.}

!Heart on her lips, and soul within her eyes, soft as her clime, and sunny as her skies! Lord Byron quote (I really like this one also)



Hope you like them, you all sanny

Cabin Fever

Friday the 16 February,

I got up did my hair and packed what I would need for the day. Mary Ellen and Jae showed up about 9:00. I help Jae finish her hair she looked great with her hair braided into dread locks along with her all pink outfit. My outfit was a mix of stuff Mary also had a mix of different time periods of life.
we go to the tubing/skiing place we got ready to tub we went down one time and the girls convinced me to ski(I have tried before and got left by the instructor so that traumatized me)we were just heading out to the slopes when the Fries and Graham's walked in we said hi and the girls were teaching me how to ski I could go down the hill but once down I would fall over. Mary Ellen and Jae started to argue over how to teach me it was a very comical situation me sprawled over the hill and them a fighting. In the end I gave up skiing my knee was a killin me I went tubing. the tubers were as follows: Beth Fries, Mark Graham, Stephen Fries,and myself. that went for awhile it was fun a flyin down the hill on black inner-tubes. Mary soon joined us we had a ton of fun racing each other and the like Jae joined us very close to the end. Home we went my knee was a hurting so bad I was about to cut it off . I baked cookies, did chores and got supper on the table. milked some cows took a shower and Kevin took me over to the Row house for Bible study it was crowed because the Grahams, Fries, Foresters and assorted other people were there. after everyone left except me and mom(who showed up later) Jim and the Rows watched a Hilarius movie. I went home to bed
later y'all

Steller Week

Hay Y'all,
I know you have been waiting for this for a long time.

Monday 12,
It started I got up and did the chores like normal. I went in and ate dinner, ran to the Row's for writing class, were we started at 2:00 ended at 3:30. Mary Ellen and I went and put this black pastel on our face making it look like we had mustaches and side burns. We looked great Mary looked like she was a guy at times I haven't a clue if I did maybe from far away. We took a bunch of pics and washed the pastel off. Next I cut buns for supper(dinner) and Mary Ellen set the table Melissa and Emily ate and ran for Emily had Harp something or nother. Jae, Mary Ellen, and I fed the youngin. I cleaned out the dish washer and filled it while Jae and Melly cleaned the table off. I washed the big pans next I was wiping them when Norah showed up we made punch and cut cheese Norwell and I were finishing that up when the Graham's and Fries's came none of them looked like pirates(It's a pirate party people) so they put pastel on Paul did not need to he just put a hanker chief on and looked like a pirate Micah made a beard it looked so real from far away Stephen put a goatee on he looked so much like Orlando Bloom when he was in Pirates of the Caribbean. Malachi did not put any on. Oops, Isaac and Channing had their mustaches and beard on before anyone arrived. Kasey Harasimowicz came (she is in our home school group) came next we all talked then some people started playing slap jack I slapped in. in the end we watched the movie Pirates of the Caribbean we all had snacks. some people played slap jack(Kasey, Norah, and Malachi ). Once I got up just to move around and slapped into the game and won within a few minutes, sorry I had to toot my own horn. I went back to the movie for awhile then I played spoons we played that for a while. Melissa and Emily came back we all took pictures and everyone left except Norah and I stayed we sat on the couch and talked for a long time. Isaac put a cowboy hat on Man did he look like Tim Mcgraw. we went to bed at well according to Mary's clock 8:19 (even though no one left till 9:00).

Tuesday and Wednesday nothing but school and chores. Thursday just violin and chores.

later sanny

A peom from Mary Ellen written by someone

Roses are red violets are blue sugar is sweet and so are you!!


.....But the roses are wilted and the violets are dead and sugar bowl is empty and so is your head.


I dedicate this poem to any guy who reads this LOL later sanny

She's a Saturday Out on the Town

Hey hay people,

sunny day I got up milked the cows fed calves fed hay and bedded the cows then we put them back in the barn. To the shower I went and I got ready to go grabbed two waffles(not like my dream) To Sunday school we went John Kubezt taught we were a little late. Church was next It was really crowded the following people were there: Tiry's, Fries, Foresters, Graham's, O'Neill's, Row's, Jim Latherope JR.(I haven't a clue how to spell his name), Kubezt's, Sturdivents, Kison's,Tom Gitto(there now I added him) and, my family (I think that is everyone) we were in Matthew 23:1-12 Mike was teaching, The pharisees asked Jesus a lot of questions He answered them all but when He asked the pharisees a question they could not answer. Mrs. Fries gave me a really good book she is so nice I just wish I could give her something. Dad took me and mom for pizza then to Arm and Feet we went were I read my new book the whole time. Home was next were I started my report thingy for school. I was about to quite and go do chores when the phone rang it was for me they wanted me to go to the Sturdivents were everyone ones I did my chores as fast as I could but dad was napping so I went and got ready then asked he had to ask me a million questions half of them I did not know the answer to. Well Marty came with her parents to get me I got there everyone was playing a game sequence except Mary and Stephen who were playing war I watched them for a while then Mary had me take over it did not last that long I think he got tired of the game or he got bored of my company. he went and watched a movie Mary and Micah went to watch also. I joined the game called Dutch Blits I was on Jae's team Tom and Dan were on the one team Paul and Malachi were on another and Marty was all by herself. Tom and Dan won the first one Jae and I won the second game and half way through the next game I gave up my spot to Mary and I went and watched the movie that they had restarted it was an OK movie I have seen funnier but hay it was pretty good I watched with Stephen and Reuben then Joe came in and soon all kind s of people were there then Tom Dan and Samantha(Sam), a friend of Rochelle's all left. Everyone else started talking and we ended up talking about the party the following night. I could hardly wait but I did. Joe took Me, Mary Ellen and Jae home Christine rode with I went to bed at midnight I stayed up to finish that report. love you all Prov 17:17

Lights Will Guide You to the Rows

Howdy to y'all,

Saturday I had a horrid dentist appointment an hour and a half in the stinkin chair. To the Row house after that were I ate beans for dinner. I chopped up onion to put in the meat for Melissa, the forester came first they watched us do stuff then we were about to watch a picture disk that they had brought when the Grahams and Fries walked in man are they all tall as Church steeples it felt like I had not seen the Fries forever it was good to see them as Mary Ellen would put "IN THE FLESH" Paul grew a beard it looks really good on him I sure hope he does not shave it off. Stephen looks like he grew but maybe I just shrunk or maybe its just because I have not seen them in a while. Micah Graham was here from South Dakota he looks different I can't quite put my finger on what it is. Malachi I have seen all along so no difference there. well I made my way to greet Mary was first it took a bit to warm up but no time at all everyone was laughing and getting along. Norah showed up man Norah I just wish you had stayed away I mean its MY party ;P love you doll!! Christine soon came Kubezts not far behind. we all made Paul play chop sticks a really cool version it was so awesome (I wish I could play something on violin with out messing up all the time) My violin teacher showed up I knew they knew the Fries so I invited her and her sisters. Next I tortured a couple of dolls by running them into the couch and then pulling poor raggedy dolls hair out not all of it just a couple of pieces not on purpose don't believe anyone who tells you other wise!!! We ate dinner and had a little chili contest I love Mrs. Fries chili it was good you see my dad can't handle spicy food so I eat it when I can. we got a game a goin of Apples to Apples the first game was fun the second I was getting bored but fun. Talking and music playing came next saying good bye was the worst part because that meant the party was done and I would have to go home and go to bed so I could get up at 5:05 Sunday morn. later dudes its been real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Poem Of My Own

The book I hold so dear
I want it alway near
It sends a message so clear,
That I wonder why people find it so hard to hear.


This book it's name is sweet
the price God gave was not so cheep

It was his son he gave
So us sinners could get saved

By grace we are saved.
People find it hard to face
That the only way to get saved is by His grace

No Touching

Hey there,
I got Jae's e-mail and it sounded just like what we were talking about last second Saturday before anyone arrived, If fact it is just what we were talking about when I think about it I try not to be so touchy I wonder if I have improved? I am going to try my hardest on the Second Saturday not to be so silly and touchy. later dudets sanny

Answers to True and False

1)Taking a shower everyday sometimes twice a day (TRUE)

2)I have taken a puff on a cigarette (False and I do not plan on it)

3)I have milked cow's all by myself (FALSE I have never milked all the cows dad milked two of them which was the closes I got)
4)(TRUE about messing up my room on purpose when younger)

5)I have never climb a tree all the way (TRUE) I wish I did

6) I hate to shop it gives me a head ache but with friends its not to bad

7) Yep I just finished my favorite book the third time Can any one guess what book Oh and it is not the Bible even though it is more my favorite book then this book.

8)Fluffman and Baby hear my voice everyday.

9) I am not so sure that I love them but I will say it is true because it says so in my profile.

10)I have never wanted to play the clarinet in my life it was a banjo I wanted to play when i was younger.

True or False

Here are some facts true or false you all will have to decide, make a comment on which ones are true and which are false.

1)I take one shower every night and some day's twice a day.

2) I have taken one puff on a cigarette.

3)I have milked cow's all by myself.

4)I messed up my room just so I could clean it when I was younger.

5) I have never climb a tree all the way.

6) I love to shop all the time.

7) I have read my favorite book three times.

8) I talk to my cat every day.

9)I love to milk cow's.

10) I wanted to play the clarinet when I was younger.

That's all but lets see who get the most right I figure it will be Mary Ellen.

Day's come and go and I Stay

You know I read Mary Ellen's last post and I decide to steal it sorry Mary.
I so want to be a house wife and mother. I often hope that I find the right man right at the end of my last school year so that I don't have to think about what to do after I graduate. Then I think wow then I will never know what it is like to not be without school or without a home of my own to care for, also there is that trip that we are planning right Mar? and then there is that all importune part to getting married and that is find a husband but why worry about that now I am young and I should enjoy the few free years I have left.

Last night I found out something cool that Saul is Greek and Paul is Latin,which is Roman, that God must have changed his name for a purpose. Also I learned that God Can make a whole lesson on just one word or on a tense of a word. I wish we had these video Bible studies every night well actually I might need one night so I don't have to rush with milking cows every night!! LOL I mean I seem to learn more when someone else is teaching me. I think it is because I lag sometimes when I just don't feel like reading my Bible or read the book I have to help me understand thing. It's funny but the simpler the lesson the more I get out of it, but I know that taking the simple and easy way out is not right. Man am I in a rambling mood today LATER YA'LL SANNY

Train of Thought is Often Derailed

Howdy to one and all,
I am so sorry I have not posted in so long. nothing much has happened.

Growing up with two older brothers and one older sister was fun we did a lot of stuff together played games out side on our bikes, or inside with blankets(it is amazing what you can do with blankets) this is all leading up to this: slowly one by one I have watched as my siblings have moved away or just not be around as much due to the fact that they have jobs which is also because they are much older then me. I have found myself with out any companionship as a daily thing this has in turn made me think a lot more, as I feed the calves or milk the cows pretty much in every thing I do I am thinking and well it is amazing what I end up thinking about. the other night I was a think what I would do if I found I was to die in a years time, one of the many things I would do is to call everyone I know and tell them thank you and if they ask for what. I would say for smiling at me or say hi to me for just being a part of my life. another thing I would do is I would take a whole day and go out ( of course I think I would have to take some friends with) and talk to people about god and how much he loves every one. I might have to bring Mike or Doug some one just for those especially hard question people think up. still another thing I would do is I would go and get a job at one of those historic things were the people dress up in ethnic clothing, it sounds weird I know but it is one dream of mine. I have also wanted to work in a food pantry for a day. And last but not least I would tell the guy I like that I like him. lol

Later yall sanny

Poems

My Symphony
To live content with small means.
To seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion.
To be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich.
To study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly.
To listen to stars and birds, to listen and sages, with open heart.
To bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never.
In a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common.
This is to be my symphony. ~ William Ellery Channing




The Nature Of Love

Love is the river of life in this world.
Think not that ye know it stand at the little tinkling rill-the first small fountain.
Not until you have gone through the rocky gorge, and not lost the stream;
not until you have gone through the meadow,
and the stream has widened and deepened until fleets could ride on its bosom;
not until beyond the meadow you have come to the unfathomable ocean,
and poured your treasures into its depth not until then can you know
what love is. ~ Henry Ward Beecher

Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it. ~ Confucius

Short but Not So Sweet

Hey I am not going to post much but I am going to update y'all,


Mary Ellen and I baby sat all day Monday yeah! that was great. when I got home it hit me I was so tired and then I knew I was sick yep I was running a fever and my head and throat hurt I went to bed early the next morning which is today I still had the throat and the head but my fever was gone my nose decided to act up. We waited to see how I did we went to the dentist were I sat in the horrid chair for over an hour yeah that was wonderful but i got home and ate dinner then my fever return yep so I laid around all day until Kevin came home we played three games of sequence. feeding chores came next that was when mom was called away so who knows when she will return but i sure hope that woman has her baby this time. Of course I milked cows took a shower practised violin and here I am.

sanny Romans 8:28, Gal 2:20

Chicken or a Dog with it's Tail Between it's Legs

Howdy,

I just posted but you know showers make you think. Why am I so frightened of telling other about God I have so many times wanted to but I am afraid I have no clue why. I think maybe I am afraid of someone laughing at me or knowing more then me also I am not really a talker when it comes to strangers. But those are all foolish reasons!! I am just going to keep praying and reading the Bible maybe one day soon I will be able to wittness.




I think I should update you on my silly problem of the Jae and Mary Ellen thingy. I have to laugh at myself thinking Mary was Making Jen her new best friend those two are so funny togather you two fight like cats and dogs and I see that I have no worry when it comes to my friendship with Mary. Not that you are mean to each other but it is not like you never fight either. I think there has only been one time we really faught with each other and I will not bore you all with that story. Love you all and thanks for being my friends sanny

Find were the Pieces Go

Yo Yo Gal's and whom ever may be reading this,

Well I woke up at around 8 and Norah and I started talking although neither she nor I had our eyes open. Janelle came in and of course she wanted us to wake up, next Channing and Patrick came in Mary Ellen was still sleeping. the other three gals were in another room so I have no idea what was going. so after a while I got up and I read one book to Janelle then I found Mary Ellen in the room with Emily, Marty and Jea we talk for awhile. I went down stairs and helped Channing with his puzzle it was fun he wants me to name one of my kids, when I have one, after him I said Oh yah I will name it Yanning Anne, he loved it. Emily did all of our make up they say I have really great eyes for it. Thanks Emm sorry you had to do all of our make up. Next Channing started another puzzle and wanted me to help so I did for a short time. I had to go home so my lasagna would get done but all the girls wanted to go with me Melissa said that the house was so messy so all of us girls made quick work of cleaning the upstairs. we tried to get the van to start but someone had left it slightly on. so she was going to drive some of us in Daniel's car she lost the keys in the snow so I helped her find them. Mary, Norwell and I came here,To my house, I made the lasagna Norwell help thaw the hamburger. They listened to music then I went out and fed cow's and set up units they came out and I had Norah sign the board most of you have signed it. We all came in and Mary Ellen called home they left. Now Norah you may not like my bad spelling and I may have forgotten commas but I have but a few words for you DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!!!!! My sis called and said she was going to be late for supper so dad and I ate and went out to do the milking. my sis Say's my Lasagna was really good and I have to admit it was the best I had done. Not to be mean or anything my mom is not the best house keeper and so when she is gone it looks so good because I cleaned it. Man I feel like I am bragging!



love y'all Sandal

Sunshine and Summertime

Howdy,

Well I know it is not summer but this morning I was outside and it felt so warm, it makes me feel thankful for everything and yes I mean everything for if I did not have chores I would have more then likely stayed in my cozy little house but the chores made me go outside and feel the warm sun. It made me go insane I jumped in the snow in a skirt and made a snow angel.

We went to a tour today a TV station we missed the whole first half yah!!!! The print shop was interesting for the first hour when I could look at the really hot dude sittin' thar!!!

We went to a store, I bought a CD Tim McGraw yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, next we went home where I fed the cowies and to Mary Ellen's house I went pizza for everyone yum. post you all later

sandal

Learning the Basic's

Well here I am again posting I have been for the last couple days taking care of the house mom is gone to help a woman out so I decided to clean the house while she was gone and man I like it I think we have only made it cleaner when company was coming. I did not finish with the cleaning because we moved calves and they really were stubborn they would not moved because they were scared of there own Shadow. You know I think we are afraid to move ahead in our own lives for the same reason we are scared of our own shadow. I went in the house and started supper I tried so long to call the Row's so I could get the recipe before it was to late so I finally called Emily's cell phone they must of heard it or something because they called me I got the recipe THANKS JAE!!!!!!! it turn out great I invited Grandma up to eat with us because I made so much. Of course I milked cow's. I love you all it makes me feel importune when you comment lol! Later dudes

Long Trails Lead Us Home

Hey,
I have not posted for a few days so this will be a quick update. Sunday dad and I went to Church mom went to babysit for a woman who is going to have a baby. After Church was pot luck then a business meeting I washed dishes Jae rinsed them. After that I went to were Mary Ellen was looking at a catalog we chose which furniture we wanted Tim came over then we drew on two people in the catalog but Charissa did not mind since she had left already besides no one told us not to. We then dance the reel or tried to anyways I danced with Channing and Isaac I just wish I could dance with the guy I like but I figure that when one day when I marry I will get enough dancing to last a life time. I went home and milked cow's the my cousin called I talked to her for an hour.

Monday I got up and finished my writing assignment then out to the barn I went bedding cow's feeding hay petting cats. When I was putting the cow's in the heifer got out and it took me forever to get it in. I ran to the house made dinner (mom was gone babysitting again) changed clothes and dad took me to writing class after that Jen and I played violin at 4:50 dad came and got me I again ran to the house to get supper ready. Next milking,shower, and violin then at 9:00 I went to the Row's we watched a movie then Mary Ellen and I talked it was a good thing to just be us two again. Thanks Mary I love you as a friend!!! Thanks everyone for commenting in my blog I love you all. Today Emily and I baby sat for the same people mom has been baby sitting for those kids could give anyone a head ache but I actually enjoyed the change in my day at three I came home and you what i did next my normal routine.

later yall Sandal

Checking Out

Hey,
I spent the night at my sisters house last night she came and got me right before dinner so she ate with my family then up to her house we went she then went to work because she had gotten called in. so I watched James play his video game all afternoon she came home and I opened the beans for supper she did everything else my aunt Pam arrived then my bro Robert arrived we ate supper man was the food good! My aunt and I went to the store right down the road for chocolate covered raisins. When we were checking out I noticed the check out boy was hot and he was checking me out I have never ever had any guy check ME out I guess since I lost weight I look better but I never thought a guy would check me out. when we went back to Stacy's house Pam Stacy and I played games till about eight then everyone else left so Stacy James and I watched the movie Clue I love it is so funny!! well then today we went to the mall and walked around looking at clothes and jewelry the we grad a couple of tacos and went to her house were we punched out these little paper things that I put on cards (different ones from what I all ways use). Stacy brought me home and I did chores and I milked cows took a shower and here I am. Thanks everyone who reads this I know it can get boring after a while.

sanny or Sang De La

Life on the Big Screen

hey
Have you ever thought what it would be like if your life was a TV show how people would enjoy it when you have your worst moments like me getting mean to my bestest friend or me yelling at mom when I am mad at her. They would cry when you finally fell in love and they would be excited when you found out you would have a kid(I am not saying that I am married or have kids). Now would my audience be bored to death or mad at the star because she did something stupid or would they say man that was a great show and the star is great? I guess if we think about it we are kind of on a show god is always watching us and that makes me think that we should be on our best behavior all the time. I know it is impossible but I am going to try and think about being on my best behavior when ever I am temped to do something bad or get mad a my friends.

Today I had violin lessons and we shopped I got a shirt but that's all. Last night I went to the Row's and watched a movie I think I acted as normal as I have since I got depressed. so long sanny

Crazed

hey sorry for the last post I hate emotions at times I can't always handle them and they just pop lose. Sometimes I wish I was a guy I would rather be a guy and think bad thoughts about a girl then to be a girl and let emotions control me. That is one reason woman should not be president because they let emotions control what they do. Some of what I said I really do believe of course there is the stuff that was my loneliness.

sorry sanny

A Little Corner Of My Own

Hey well on Monday I finished up the cards and I did school not much Tuesday I did school and cleaned my room. today all i did was school and I wrote a song and put music to it is not the best and I won't tell you anymore about it because it won't do it justice. I have to go do chores soon so I will explain the title with the following: All I ever wanted was a corner to call my home and one day a husband to call me his own. I just read Mary Ellen's blog and it is true that i am the one that left those small messages she may want to know the real reason i will not give her this blog address it is because I know she will leave comments that make her look so Superior to me she will say that they never left me out and that no one could replace me as her friend but it's to late I have been replace since Jen has went over there I never get calls from her unless they are to ask me something, I am never asked over to play music because i know I am not as good as Jae but I would at least like to be over there. I know I can't sing as well as Jen and Mary Ellen but is that the reason I never even got asked to sing on their CD or even a picture in the booklet Christine is in it and even my cat. She will also say oh you just don't think we do stuff to gather because our parents let us do so much this summer. That is not true last winter at this time we still had sleep over all the time and we still talked on the phone. I know we are growing up and sleep over will come less and less often. Every Sunday I have to watch as you share clothes together and hear about all the things you did together. All I ever wanted was a friend that as soon as some one else came along they did not forget about me. That is why I am so close to Norah because she did not find someone new to talk to instead of calling me or e-mailing me. she also was never put on the CD in voice or picture Mary Ellen you may not have tried and I am sure I did, do and will do the same thing of leaving some one out. I'm scared that one day i will wake up and see that Mary Ellen and Jae are best friends and I will have to move on and find another best friend I'll have to restart making memories with the new one I will have to restart telling all me secrets and that I have wasted all those years of friendship with some one that is so easily influenced by another meaning that since Jen has moved to your house you have changed the way you act the way you dress and the way you talk. Now i am not say this is all bad but i feel it is harder to stay friends because you changed.
I will now give my blog address to Mary Ellen. sanny

Party Animal

Howdy hoe,
sorry to all those who read my blog Oh! yah that's right I have only told one person so far; ). I have been busy On Saturday I peeled potatoes and did my normal chores. After that I made a whole bunch of cards for February birthday's my family does the sunshine ministry were we send cards to people for their birthdays and anniversary's its for our Church. At 2:00 mom and I went to the Row's to help out by 3:00 people had started to arrive a lot of people all the girl's that were there played taboo it was fun my team lost. next we got the boys to play apples to apples with all he girls it made a huge group 15 in all. food came next and the rest of the time was hangin out and talking although i think there was a game of poker going on somewhere in the house, we left at 10:15.

Sunday I woke up at 5:05 A.M. I was so not ready to milk cows but I did then I did the normal chores took a shower and ate breakfast. mom had left because my great uncle had a dizzy spell and she went to the hospital with him so dad and I went up to Sunday school in the truck. For Sunday school it was a quiz review on all the other lessons we have had in the previous months girls against guys, girls won. Church was in Matthew 21:23-45 I nearly fell asleep because of having to get up early we also reviewed a bunch of stuff i think that I could remember what it was about if i thought about it harder. I feel so bed because I can't always remember. after Church we took Mary Ellen and Isaac with us and we ate a Culver's Rob joined us we were just about to order when Mrs. O'Neill and Norah walked in we all in joyed ourselves. then Mary Ellen Isaac and I road with them to Norah's house were we listened to music till others started to arrive Mrs. Kubezts and mom (dad went home in the truck) we all talked a long time then the Gramhams came and us teens went up stairs to talk poor Mark he was bored out of his skull. we all talked took pics and listened to music soon we all had to leave because of the snow. Mom and I dropped the Row's of and went home!! I will tell you what happened on Monday and today later maybe.
sandal the party animal

Life is Dirty on the Farm

Hay,
Well I cleaned the chicken coop today man did it ever need doing. I put straw down then wood chips put feed in the feeder. After that I fed hay to the cow's it was a little moldy so I got a little bit of allergies next I bedded cow's while listening to my western. I love westerns!!!! Dinner next yippee! we played two Games Dad, Mom, Kevin and I played Clue I totally lost then we played game of the states I won. After that I talk to Mary Ellen on the phone she had me read my diary to her so she could write what we did those days. Chores at Four thirty and supper at five five thirty milking and at seven a wonderfully warm shower next we watched a new show and now here I am writing in my blog. wow I have and exciting life but I am going to enjoy it while I can.

Sandal

Pretty Is As Pretty Does

Hey, well today I woke up and felt so lonely but that's just my moodiness. I went to violin lessons today I didn't do to bad and I felt better after it. Grandma, ma and I went to my uncle's house were my cousin and his wife and five kids are staying. Man they are wild or what they actually tipped me over in a chair and my little 2nd cousin was sitting on my lap when it happened she go scared and started to cried. Well I calmed her down she is so cute and nice. Once we got home I went out to do chores that is were I set up the milking units and then I fill the teat dips after that I sweep up the hay to the cow's and last I feed the cow's their grain. after supper I cleaned up the table and then milked the cow's and then dad and I watched a movie. mom is gone to baby sit so who knows when she will get back. Well I feel good so I actually feel pretty right now but who knows what tomorrow will bring.

later dudes!!