A Little Corner Of My Own

Hey well on Monday I finished up the cards and I did school not much Tuesday I did school and cleaned my room. today all i did was school and I wrote a song and put music to it is not the best and I won't tell you anymore about it because it won't do it justice. I have to go do chores soon so I will explain the title with the following: All I ever wanted was a corner to call my home and one day a husband to call me his own. I just read Mary Ellen's blog and it is true that i am the one that left those small messages she may want to know the real reason i will not give her this blog address it is because I know she will leave comments that make her look so Superior to me she will say that they never left me out and that no one could replace me as her friend but it's to late I have been replace since Jen has went over there I never get calls from her unless they are to ask me something, I am never asked over to play music because i know I am not as good as Jae but I would at least like to be over there. I know I can't sing as well as Jen and Mary Ellen but is that the reason I never even got asked to sing on their CD or even a picture in the booklet Christine is in it and even my cat. She will also say oh you just don't think we do stuff to gather because our parents let us do so much this summer. That is not true last winter at this time we still had sleep over all the time and we still talked on the phone. I know we are growing up and sleep over will come less and less often. Every Sunday I have to watch as you share clothes together and hear about all the things you did together. All I ever wanted was a friend that as soon as some one else came along they did not forget about me. That is why I am so close to Norah because she did not find someone new to talk to instead of calling me or e-mailing me. she also was never put on the CD in voice or picture Mary Ellen you may not have tried and I am sure I did, do and will do the same thing of leaving some one out. I'm scared that one day i will wake up and see that Mary Ellen and Jae are best friends and I will have to move on and find another best friend I'll have to restart making memories with the new one I will have to restart telling all me secrets and that I have wasted all those years of friendship with some one that is so easily influenced by another meaning that since Jen has moved to your house you have changed the way you act the way you dress and the way you talk. Now i am not say this is all bad but i feel it is harder to stay friends because you changed.
I will now give my blog address to Mary Ellen. sanny