Hay,Hey,
well today I woke up really late like at 10:00 I called Jae because she need the rules for our writing assignment.
Chores came next bedding , hay feeding and cows putting in,dinner with the family. I do love it that the sun was out today. well I helped dad put a heifer in today she was mean then I played a game with Kevin and mom, I came in second.
I invited Jae and Mary Ellen help test cow's that went great just some times I would be wash a cow and I would watch as Jae and Mary Ellen talked and laughed together what a pair why should I split it up they like each other so much and i am so bossy I am so loud also. I have wished so many times that I was not such a over powering person you know how much easier it would be to find guy that liked me if I was not so loud and annoying If I was only more like Christine and be able to make any guy like me. I have a secret fear that I will never find the right man that I will end up like my aunt old and alone. I some times wish I was blond and skinny for I have seen so many guys who like them more then a brown hair, fat, witch like me.
after I think about this a while I remember that God loves me no matter what and that if I am suppose to marry he will send the right one to me.
Well after we milked we played a game of taboo it was really fun. after that I again saw how the two girls laughed on there way up the stairs they were laughing so hard and I stood at the top thinking how when Jen was not here it was me and Mary I can't help but resent her some times. I think that I am being very dumb right now feeling sorry for myself.
Life's no breeze but like leaves we all land some where in the end.
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Sure forget about old Norah who didn't quite have enough time for 101, and settled for 7 for the time being! ; )
I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but I want you to realize that that same resentment you just can't help but feeling sometimes is permanently settled somewhere in my mind. I just have to be strong enough to push it back down and that's hard. But it's been there a long, long, long time, long before this happened to you. So remember, I'm not a stranger to your pain. Because it is pain! And don't think for a second that I'm putting down or scrutinizing your feelings, I'm just letting you know I feel them too. Tough love at ya! ~N
Thanks doll I had no clue you felt resentment. I have to go to the dentise so so long
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