Beautiful Girlhood

If I could see the clouds and storms of life just ahead, the cares that would bend your back and break your heart, would they be any less painful or difficult if you knew? Laugh and play now, for this is your day. Dream your bright and happy dreams, and aspire to your lofty heights. I should be a pessimist indeed, if I did not encourage you in the radiant dreams and fair hopes that now brighten your skies and make your path light.~Audrey O. Renich

Just to lighten things up

Here is my newest crush isn't he cute? He is 19 and goes to school in New York! Ouch nice lookin' right? I got last night over the computer.

Howdy,

I am way to young to know what real love is for a man and I know I have yet to feel that, I love my dad and I try not to hurt him by doing stuff bad that will make him sad or disappionted in me and I believe this is what real love is caring enough about a person that you don't want to hurt him in any way that you would give just about everything just to have him happy with you and love you back. love is were if a bad guy held a gun to your head and said that one person had to die that you would say "let him or her go I will die." Love for a friend can have some of the same effect but yet not I would at this time give my life if it meant that one of my closest friends would live long enough to get married and have kids, Now don't get me wrong if someone point a gun at my enemies head I am human and I would say "Let him DIE!!!" anyways unto the rest of my thought pattern. In the world today it is expected of you to go on dates and after a very short time say the three words "I love you" but most generally they don't love in the right sense they mean to say three other words "I like you.' It is very common that after a guy says this to you that you are expected to have a thing I like to call interaction(not always the case) in the end the guy dumps you and what are you left with? Not much! it's kinda like eating your favorite kind of pie you fall for a guy then the above process happens a small chunk of your heart is missing or feels like it is missing and slowly like a pie being eaten your heart is chipped away. Then when you find the real guy you are going to spend your life with comes and all that is left of the pie is a few crumbs and a tiny little bit of filling. so I am here by declaring that my pie is going to be saved for my knight in shining armor or if he is late in coming my knight in rusty armor!

Y'all this was not going to be about love but my brain went crazy and all this popped into my head like a balloon that gets to close to a fan!!!!

I sure hope you all save your pie for your main man. *maybe it's lemon pie* thinks to herself as she heads for the publish button

Spring at Last

Hey there all,

I am so happy that Spring is here. I am planning on two things this summer 1) Have a ton of fun at camp. 2) Getting my braces off.

I posted earlier about being myself around guys I think are cute. Well I have taken this question to some people they all say that I might act a slight bit different but only people who know me really well other wise they say I act myself. Another thing I have been thinking about is not worrying about not getting married I am going to use my time before I find the right man in study the Bible and my cooking which is not the best yet! well in 1Cor 7 I think Paul talks about people who are not married using that time for study! I thank God for the days I have and I for my friend Mary, Norah,Kacey, and Jae.
Lov ya friends

Ode to my Buddy

I have a buddy.
My buddy's a toad
My buddy is muddy,
He's flat on the road.

But he is my buddy,
My buddy to stay,
Until he's scraped up
And carried away.~~ Jon Arbuckle ~ Kevin found it

Love long lost

Well I just wish that I could turn one thing off in my life and that is the crush part. Actually i like the feeling but yet I hate it! I mean it's natural for a girl my age 17 to have a crush but still it would be kinda cool if i did not even start think about any guy that way till I was 18. I guess I am pretty lucky I did not really really like anyone till I was 13 so girl now a day like boys at outrageous ages.
unto something else!


So here it is
do guys like girls that act like themselves or do they like girls to show off (in way) to them to try and get them to notice that girl. I act the same way with everyone well I don't really like to act that way around people I don't know very well if I did they would more then likely never talk to me again?

You know what this whole post has been very random thoughtish! better go relax my eyes by well I guess I am bored with you y'all !!!!! Ha ha ; )

Letter to an Aunt

Dearest Auntie who lives far away,

All is well here and I thank God daily for his many blessing. I am so glad you feel comfortable enough to brag to us about your 70 degree weather our snow just melted away for the last time ,so we hope, and we got up to 30 something today ,we are happy for the warm up. I did get my one wish and that was to see green grass. Me and mom are waiting for the hot weather ,50 degrees, to clean out all the gardens. Things have changed since your last visit a year and a half ago first of all that junk laying around that you always complained about has been hauled away and I must say it looks good out there also we got a wood stove that sits outside and yes auntie in your words "it is a eye sore" we got a new dog his name is buddy and he is part border collie and part mutt it was probably being born right around your last visit. I myself has changed I have lost 35 pounds and you can drop your nick name for me I will not be "Lard bucket" anymore. I am now driving and no aunt I have not yet run over any poor men on the side of the road. Thank you so much for my birthday gift of a doll and a teething ring, if you wanted me to use them at this time I am sorry to tell you that I am past that stage if you want me to use them for my children I have to tell you that it will at least have to wait two years for I have no husband and I have not as of yet found any guy who likes me in that way so there is no prospects in site. If you have one in mind forget it the last one was 54 and was bigger then my house and he had rotten teeth. If you remember the other one you sent my way well he was 34 and a half and still referred to himself as little Toby boy he wore his pants up to his chin and could not eat by himself I had to feed him using air plane sounds and a spoon. Auntie a cow is an animal not a medical condition and do not worry I am not sick with typhoid or Measles and yes i still have both arms and both legs.

say hi to Uncle Hubert

love always Sandy and not chandy please spell it right the mail man is getting confused.

Are two dogs better then one?

So do you think two dogs are better then one? after all Noah took two dogs on the ark I guess if we took that to heart we would only have seven cows right. LOL I am Beginning to think that one old dog is better then having a young dog and an old dog it seems to stress out the old dog. You all are think to yourselves this girl is mad with insanity. so i was bored today and i thought why not post on your blog which misses you so I got here and my mind went blank as it does in the most inopportune moments. I just love talking on and on.

later y'all

Long time no see

Howdy to one and all,
I really don't have much to say I guess I will just ramble on and on. lately I have been given a ton of used clothes this may sound weird but I was so excited I never been given much used clothes I always had to pay for my clothes its like.......IT'S like......CHRISTMAS! I have been milking cow most night and they seem to be giving me there lice but don't worry they do not attach themselves to you all you have to do is pull them out of your hair actually if you take a shower they are suppose to wash out but I have such long hair that I always get left with one or two. bet you all were dieing to know that. I can hardly believe my parents let me have two sleep overs in a row both were so much fun I have so many black mail pics now ha ha * rubs her hands and laughs evilly*

later dudettes