Floor lights

The sun is shining but the sky is gray

I sleep but my eyes are open

I dream but they turn into nightmares

I am happy but I wear a frown

I jump in excitement when I feel like shrink within myself

I sing but don't want to

I love and so why complain. : )

Chuncky Monkey Ugh need lucky

PURE PRESSURE IS KICKING IN

Lasts
1. Last cigarette: AH lets see NEVER!
2. Last beverage: warm water
3. Last phone call: Jae told her to come get me.
4. Last text message: don't have a cellphone
5. Last CD played: Ah that would be Echos
6.Last bubble bath: I really can't remember
7.Last time you cried: last night
8. Last meal: potato soup

Have yous

1. Have you ever dated someone twice? nope
2. Have you ever been cheated on? nope
3. Have you ever bought condoms? nope
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? nope!! nope
5. Have you ever fallen in love? what I might have thought was love at the time
6. Have you ever lost someone? Yep!
7. Have you ever been depressed? Most defiantly
8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? nope

Name SIX things you did in the past three days

1. Rode in the car
2. Ate
3. slept
4. milked
5. swam
6.drove

THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. Mary Ellen
2. Norah
3. Dad

List THREE favorite colors

1.Blue
2. white
3. green

List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. Get married
2. see Ireland

SO FAR IN 07′

…Been to school - uhuh
Made a new friend- yes sirree

Fallen out of love - maybe I thought I did

Done something you swore never to do - Yep

Laughed until you cried - Oh so many times

behind your parents back - not that I can think of

Met someone who changed your life – yes and in a deep way

Found out who your true friends were – yah I found out a lot about how caring my friends are and I hope I never let them down


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF……
1. Bush?

2. Gay Marriage? Gross and really wrong

3. Life in general? With God it is wonderful that's not saying it does not have it's bumps but with him we all can make it.

4. Straight, Gay, Bi? straight

5. Do you have a crush? Most defiantly

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? my dad and a few others

7. Love at first sight? I think it can be but not very often and I am not even sure about that.

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? Yah but i don't want to hurt anyone

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? I haven't a clue

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? heck yes!

11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? What? well if I kissed them I hope I have a thing for them

12. How many people on your top friends? I lost track

13. How many kids do you want to have? 7 but really I think I will let my husband decided that

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? A real nice one

15. Do you wanna change your name? I've thought but I don't know

16. What did you do for your last birthday? I think I had a sleep over and we drank punch from a pot although that's just the name we really drank it from glasses

17. What time did you wake up today? 8

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? trying to sleep but it was not working

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: find the guy I am meant to be with.

20. Last time you saw your dad? an hour and a half ago

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? I would fixs a fault I have

22. Which hand do you like better? left

23. What are you listening to right now? the clock ticking the time away when I should be sleep

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yes

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? all to often i think it is more a girl thing but I think I am worse then some of you :(

27. Least favorite month? Any month that has snow involved

28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? A totaly wicked skirt from Mary Ellen
29. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? my whole head

30. Most visited webpage? Hotmail

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? well yes just because I love a nice fight

32. Coke or Pepsi? neither

33. What’s the worst day of your life? truly yet to come

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? heck yes!

36. Do you think there’s some models/people out there that should lose a few pounds? Do I care? that's what I thought!

Do's and don'ts of farm living

DO wear old clothes when entering the barn(Never know what will coming flying at you)

DON'T make friends with the beef cow. (beef it's what's for dinner)

DO wash your boots after being in the barn(your mom will thank you)

DON'T yell in the barn when the cows are all in there(they stand up and freak out)

DO make friend with the cats (they catch the mice and they are fun to pet)

DON'T count your kittens before they have at least lived a year (due to tractors, cows hoofs, and tom cat's)

DO lay outside when they are mowing hay.(the smell is wonderful)

DON'T let the dog know you have a chick in your hands.

DO let the dog know that if he dares even to lick his chops at the chickens he is dead meat.

DON'T drink down stream from the cows.

This is for you Norah since you checked to see if I had posted when I was at your house the whole time. sorry it isn't anything great.

It gave me the shakes

As most of you know I had to play in church on Sunday I arrived a few minutes before Sunday school let out I tuned my violin and went in. After Sunday school let out I put the hymn numbers up for Norah I turned around and man a ton of people were there. Sitting down I shook from head to toe and whispered to myself What have you gotten yourself into thanks to Mary Ellen I one supporter that kept telling me I would do fine. Of course Mike talked forever about new Church's and young people. Finally they announced reflections as I walked up there I said to myself "this is silly why are you so nervous about playing in front of your bros and sisters in Christ?" As the prayer for the offering was said I said my own prayer: Dear God please let people think of the words and not my playing and please help me through the song. I played I Saw The Light perfectly with fiddle style and everything!!!! When I finished I heard thunderous appause and wooping (thanks to Norah and Christine) I thanked God the rest of the day I was just glad it was over!!!!!!!

Farm Life

Howdy to all,

well today I made mint's it was fun I love making mints hay who wants to go into the mint making business with me?

OK so you know that weed patch I call my garden well It looks great now I have been spending my evenings after milking weeding it and now my irises are blooming it is so pretty looking.

So made a fire pit in the back garden which is behind the house I might invite a couple of people over to have a fire but It will never get as big as the Rows parties because my dad is not the most out going person which is why everyone else in the family is really outgoing of course i tend to be shy toward adults and people I don't know. I leave for the wedding tomorrow it will be good to be out of state again I don't get out much!! :} The chicks are growing big the two kittens are be silly and will not last long which is normal and that is why I run out of names for them because I name every kitten and the cat's have so many then they die and I can't name a new kitten a dead kittens name. the Cows are all drying up which means calves will be a comin' soon ugh!!!
well this has been a taste of my thoughts tonight better go later

Yep! words of wisdom to live by

In times of calamity any rumor is believed.~syrus

Tenderness and generosity are the manly forms of these female virtues, charity, and love ~ Camus.

To read without reflecting is like eating without digesting.~Burke

The true measure of loving God is to love without measure.~Bernard

Reprove thy friend privately: commend him publicly.~ Solon

Men give nothing so liberally as their advice.~Rochefoucauld

Don't fire until you see the whites of their eyes.~Putnam

Rich gifts wax poor when givers prove unkind.~Shakespeare

America and defeat cannot be made to rhyme.~Johnston

While we teach, we learn.~Seneca

Fashion wears out more apparel then man.~ Shakespeare

Ah so cute are they not?

My stars and garters it was a warm day and so I did some work outside I love clouds so today this is what I did: I stacked wood for over and hour did chores for and hour played violin for and hour and help get our garden ready which took two hours then it was chore time so I move the baby kittens that were born today because they were born in a stall that was taken by a cow! after I put the cows in I fed the animals then went up to the hay mow to see the other older kittens. supper and milking yes and now I am here with really sunburned shoulders.

so I have been thinking lately why is burping considered rude while sneezing considered fine to do? they both it's not like we try to burp well most of us don't so why should it be rude?

yesssss! I love life I can't believe how much my life has changed and you know what? I love the change. I definitely can't wait for Saturday!